
Larry Jon Wilson passed away today, drifting off into the Big Ephemeral. Thirty-five years ago he released a country-folk record that has become very important to me. It is called New Beginnings, and at the time, it represented a new beginning for Wilson. More than that, it represents the potential in each of us to be reborn, to enjoy a new beginning in life, to surprise ourselves and—by virtue of catching ourselves off-guard—surprise our friends & family & community as well.
Wilson taught himself to play guitar at age 30 and—with a wife, three kids and a career as a technician at a fiberglass manufacturing plant—he released his first LP at age 35. The year was 1975 and the LP was New Beginnings, released on Monument Records (home to records by Roy Orbison, Kris Kristofferson, Tony Joe White, Willie Nelson and Robert Mitchum). “Back then I was making money—now I’m making music,” Wilson said of his new beginning. I’m really fucking inspired by that. Next time you’re taking a sober inventory of your life’s checklist, in fact, feel free to file him next to Leonard Cohen. I certainly do. Allow this comparison to add some much-needed levity to the post-inventory emotional tableau you’re left to lay gaze upon, and not because these two didn’t “begin” their body of artistic work until their 30s. The number—Malcolm Gladwell be damned—is less important than the fact that they risked jumping into the kid’s pool at a time when there were many on the sidelines who probably had plenty to say about their ability to stay afloat on the shallow end.
New Beginnings is the album that I recommend you dive into first. My favorite song, however, is a gorgeous number called “Loose Change“, the title track to his third LP from 1977. This goes out like a werewolf-bound silver bullet to fans of Townes Van Zandt’s first seven LPs and Willie Nelson’s in-betweener ’70s material like Phases and Stages and Redheaded Stranger (neither of which really fit into either of his more lucrative and famous outlaw country or standards crooning phases). It’s a tale told from the voice of a pan-handling wino, and I just love to hear Wilson sing it:
Living ain’t easy, but dying ain’t, too / And hanging on just leaves you like me / I’d leave women and whiskey alone if I was you /
But I ain’t and I ain’t likely to be
The reason for coming up to you this way / Wasn’t my story, but simply to say
Loose change, loose change / Have you got some to waste / Not for my supper / But to buy me a taste
Loose change, loose change / Have you got some to spare / When I drink my fillin’ / The good Lord be willin’
Someday I’ll have some loose change to share
Wilson first landed on my radar (as I’m sure is the case with most of his fans my age and younger) when I saw the documentary Heartworn Highways a few years back when it was reissued on DVD. The film (which also features Townes Van Zandt, Guy Clark, Steve Earle and David Allan Coe, among others) opens up to Wilson looking absolutely ragged but sounding golden, the total embodiment of the outlaw country musician from that time, tightrope-walking the seemingly divergent images of the hard livin’ badboy and the wise grandfatherly sage, imbued with a sense of poetic urgency and emotional vulnerability. His pockmark-chiseled face is rife with mythological import, a physical manifestation of the rivet-laden dynamic of his deep voice.
The songs that Wilson was making did not align with the taste of popular country music fans in the mid- to late-70s, a fact which ultimately led to his leaving the music industry altogether in 1980. The four LPs’ worth of songs that he did release, however, are the stuff of outsider folk junkie gold. Tone angels smile down upon these songs, just slightly too smart to really go for the big hooks, yet soulful enough to not get lost in the monochromatic morass. Though it’s terribly sad that Wilson is no longer with us—especially after he released his first album in 29 years last year (on Drag City) and we maybe were in store for more songs—I can’t help but feel that this is maybe the start of a new chapter for Wilson (the storied Final Chapter), one in which his material might finally get the sort of acclaim that’s due. He had a lot to share, and it all started with him stepping up and saying it out loud with a little melody. His new beginning is one for the ages, and hopefully will inspire many others.
Ed. Note: Chris Swanson comes to us from Dead Oceans/Jagjaguwar/Secretly Canadian HQ in Bloomington, Indiana, where many graduate students take solace in stories of starting a meaningful, creative well into one’s thirties. Ahem. Previously, Chris has brought us wonderful tunes from the likes of Van Morrison, Caroline Crawford, Dion, Mad Season, Donnie & Joe Emerson, Pip Proud, and Dwight Twilley.